Monday, April 26, 2010


Antara lagu fav aku nih...

Ungu – Tercipta Untukku

menatap indahnya senyuman diwajahmu
membuat ku terdiam dan terpaku
mengerti akan hadirnya cinta terindah
saat kau peluk mesra tubuhku
banyak kata
yang tak mampu kuungkapkan
kepada dirimu

aku ingin engkau slalu
hadir dan temani aku
disetiap langkah
yang meyakiniku
kau tercipta untukku
sepanjang hidupku

aku ingin engkau slalu
hadir dan temani aku
disetiap langkah
yang meyakiniku
kau tercipta untukku
meski waktu akan mampu
memanggil seluruh ragaku
ku ingin kau tau
kuslalu milikmu
yang mencintaimu
sepanjang hidupku

aku ingin engkau slalu
hadir dan temani aku
disetiap langkah
yang meyakiniku
kau tercipta untukku
meski waktu akan mampu
memanggil seluruh ragaku
ku ingin kau tau
kuslalu milikmu
yang mencintaimu

Ungu – Cinta Dalam Hati

mungkin ini memang jalan takdirku
mengagumi tanpa di cintai
tak mengapa bagiku asal kau pun bahagia
dengan hidupmu, dengan hidupmu
telah lama kupendam perasaan itu
menunggu hatimu menyambut diriku
tak mengapa bagiku cintaimu pun adalah
bahagia untukku, bahagia untukku

ku ingin kau tahu diriku di sini menanti dirimu
meski ku tunggu hingga ujung waktuku
dan berharap rasa ini kan abadi untuk selamanya
dan ijinkan aku memeluk dirimu kali ini saja
tuk ucapkan selamat tinggal untuk selamanya
dan biarkan rasa ini bahagia untuk sekejab saja


lagu nie sgt2 bermakna kat aku..sb aku suka ngan liriknya...hmmm...

Sunday, April 18, 2010

LOVE is CINTA....


L.O.V.E

Love is a strange feeling that can be one of the most amazing in all the world. Sometimes the emotios associated with love are blissful and there are times when they can really hurt. In the end love is something most of us, if not all of us will encounter. While there are many diffferent ways to define love and there are many different ways to love someone (or even yourself)....



here is a general guide to loving ....



@>~~~ Say it. When u say the words ''I love u" they should carry with them the desire to show someone that u love them, not what u simply want to feel. When u say it makesure u really mean it and are willing to do anything for what that special person.
@>~~~Emphatize. Put yourself in someone else's shoes.Rather than impose your own expexpectations or attemp to control them, to understand how they feel, where they come from, and who there are .Realize how they could also love you back just as well
@>~~~Expect nothing in return .That doesn't mean you should allow someone to mistreat or undervalue you .It means that giving love does not guarantee receiving love. Try loving just for the sake of love.
@>~~~Realize it can be lost. If u realize that you can lose the one you love,then you have a greater appreciation of what you have .

@>~~~Never stop loving. Even you have hurt before you should not stop giving love.



Warning ...
! You must love yourself before you can love another.
! There is always the risk of getting hurt ,but that's part of letting yourself fully love and trust someone. being hurt could be long-lasting and could hurt more than anything in the world.


! Realize what you have while you have it , and care for the person you trust.


! If something comes to an end , try to let go rather than holding on ..its for the best.

! If you feel any doubt of the lover your partner has for you , make sure that your suspicions are grouded in reality . If you hurt your partner as a result of undeserved mistrust, he/she may end up doubting both you love for them and theirs for you .


! Dont ask for love . You should receive love becouse your partner wants to give you love ,not because you want it from your partner.


! Do not force love .It will come in good time-perhaps not with the person you initially want, but love definitely will come if you are willing to share it with someone...




Note .....


It does not make you a bad person to desire someone else's love, even if they do not love you .However to truly love someone you must let them free . It is selfish to blame them for your feelings .




Sgt bersyukur sb diberikan anugerah utk dicintai dan mencintai....walaupon kdg2 sangat membahagiakn dan adakalanya amat menyakitkan...walaupun kita tahu kesudahan sesebuah hubungan tu....yg pasti biarkan masa yg menentukan....

Friday, April 16, 2010

Tetapkan hati...

Biasanya hari jumaat adalah hari yg paling best sekali sb leh balik awal....tapi skrg setiap kali jumaat jer rasa cam x best plak...ermmmm...knp ek?...pelik betol la ...perubahan cuaca kot...kekeke....sib baik esok kn g class pastu jumpa client so x lah borink sgt...


Ermmm....aku skang ni dah mula nak sibuk kan diri dgn segala persiapan kawen aku... yg tgl tak sampai pon lagi 3 bln....bila pikir2 balik dah sedia k aku nak berkahwin nie....suma cam x ready jer lg... arggghhhh...knp la ada perasaan ni...huhu...dah try buang jauh2 tapi still ada lagi....x leh nak stop....



Mcm2 dugaan masa nak kawen ni ....silap haribln ada yg tarik diri disaat2 akhir...nauzubillah...mintak2 dijauhkan... tetiba ingat kan mak dan abah ...best nya kalu dpt luahkan perasaan ni kat dorg...mcm dulu2 ....(nak pinjam bahu mak jap leh tak..)...huhuhu....

bear jgk jadi mangsa luahan perasaan ...


Hope aku dpt mengharungi semu..a dugaan ni....Allah tak akan jadikan sesuatu tanpa bersebabkan....tabahkan hati yea chikot...






Wednesday, April 14, 2010

Gud Bye ....Sayonara...

Cepatnya masa berlalu..pejam celik dah nak masuk setahun aku keje ngan IBM....ermmm... btw aku dah x sambung kontrak lg ngan IBM ....sb aku nak wat full time insurans (Prudential BSN Takaful)....jgn tanya perasaan aku skrg nie...sb sgt2 sedih nak tglkan kwn2 kat sana...byk sgt kenangan manis ...aku rasa cam dah jadi sebahagian dr dorg suma... huhu....cam ner la aku nak habis kan hari2 terakhir kat sana..mau ujan lebat nih... waaaaaa....
Mula2 masuk keje utk projek ni aku dah rasa cam nak berhenti jer...sb byk benda yg aku x tau...nak start dr mana...sapa yg aku nak deal...system apa yg aku nak guna nanti...memang lost gila la....sib baik ada bebdk admin yg len ...si gee ngan fadz...dorg la yg ajar dan bagi kata2 semangat tu...hehe...
Layan pic ni dulu k....
Ni kat temple..masa time wedding si rowathy...







Chandira




Ale Torres



Roziana

Me & Roy (yg sengal..kekeke)

Me & Zahari

Abg Ranzi & Abg Suffian

Nazman,Aiman & Zahari


pic dorg lg... haha


Kean,Kumar,Yap,Edwin & Trevor


Me & Zahari


Hazuar & Nazman


hasaniah & Siti

Rowathy (my sweet Sis)


Abg Ranzi



Abg Suffian (2nd Bos) & Ammar (cute bro)

Crita bab bos plak dia sgt baik hati,peramah,cool,suka wat lawak,bergossip(jgn marah bos)...kekeke....dan yg penting dia sporting dan byk ajar aku pasal keje....bos ada gak suruh extend lagi utk sebulan..tp aku dah tak leh nak teruskan sb dah berjanji ngan bos yg baru....sorry bos...huhuh...

Buat kwn2 yg lain...

Roy (abg long a.k.a rimau ermmm....
Zahari (abg jinak2 merpati)

Nazman (bdk baik)

hazuar (bdk yg paling nerd)

Zairil (bos besar wintel)

trevor (blogger boy)

Ranzi (abg yg paling wangi kat IBM nih...hehe)

Rowathy (my sweet sis)

hasaniah (mommy yg comel a.k.a bos AS400)

hisham,kumar,edwin

Chong (sifu Unix)

Siti (ibu mithali )

Yap,Gunen

Ammar (my cute bro)

siew ling,chanturu,kean,inderpal,soh ,Mr Teo

Abg suffian(2nd bos yg ensem..eham2)

Jay (abg cubby + cute)
Marina (Travelling channel kt org nih)

Bro joe , miezi, Mukriz
Rosdi

Abg Zaidi

Ale

Sharom (paling lawak kat DC team a.k.a skandal roy..kekeke)

Azrin(ex IBM)

Effi

Abg Suhaimi

Thevagi

Shikin

Mimi

Abg Imran

Abg Azlan(Ex IBM)

Shafida,Chandira,Lydia,Kak Liza,Kak Suria,Vee



korang suma terbaik la....aku akn ingat sampai bila2....love u all....

hope korang sentiasa ingat aku yg yg bernama chikot nih...and pls update fb tu...(yg ni konpem la kan)....

Insyaallah kalau umur pjg kita jumpa lagi...Daaa...




'Aku Sayang Kamu"




























Sunday, April 11, 2010

Yippie...


Yes...akhirnya....aku dah der blog sendiri..dgn bantuan si dak muk nie..ngeh2..jgn mareh ek...aku memang suka baca blog org...tapi nak buat blog sendiri x der masa la....(alasan weh) hehe...btw nak tulis ngan pjg lebar...tapi dah x der idea...maklomla seharian berjln ri nie...jumpa client...tapi blom ada rezeki lagi nak close case...ermmm..k la bear dah panggil nak titon dulu...gud nite.... ;*